Now can I just run out to Costa Rica for a year, take it by day by day and let it be figureout-able? I have no idea! Are there more bugs there?

But the more ideas that come to mind that I consider and start to explore, family members always seem to ask the question, “well Catherine, you’re so structured…do you think you can handle that?” And this got me thinking then I may need to cause a major plot twist on my own.

Just jult myself out of this, “I must have structure! I never step outside my own box I allow myself to be put in” . . . maybe this is saying something.

Maybe your parents did the best they could to teach you to have organization, structure and responsibility in your life. Mine have certainly tried.

So yes, as a 30-something adult, I do make my bed every morning. First awesome accomplishment of the day!

I do the same morning routine, I arrive at the same time to work every day, and I keep detailed to-do charts and grocery lists. I dot all my “i”s and cross all my “t”s . . .

And I wonder if I’m bored or stuck or understimulated. Is that a problem?

Can I make a drastic change and just try something completely different?